I'd first like to apologize for being MIA(Missing in action, not bulimia.) for nearly a month. I don't have a great excuse, but this is my blog and I can post when I'd like... School started a few weeks ago and I've had an extreme amount of homework. I gained weight...A lot of weight... Well, I'm not at my highest of 291lbs again, or at 280lbs again, but I am 278lbs-AGAIN. Unacceptable, I was supposed to be around 235-240 now. I made a decision today though, well just a few minutes ago actually.
I'm going raw. Well, not completely, but mostly. I plan to still allow applesauce, and every once and a while oatmeal, cereal, tuna, and bagels. Lots of water, and a little fat free milk and juice. I'll be taking the teen one-a-day pills, calcium pills, and if I need a boost, green tea pills/fish oil pills.
I haven't really thought of a calorie limit, but eating mostly raw, how many calories can I really possibly consume? I'll make my limit 1200. That's generous, right? I mean a can of fruit is 100 calories, a mini can is 70, applesauce is 70. I'd have to eat a whole bag of bagels to surpass that, so as long as I don't binge, I'll be fine.
At first, I thought 10-15lbs a month wasn't that much, because if I follow my diet I usually lose 1-2lbs a day, but I did the math and if I lose 10 lbs a month than by my junior year of high school(11 months) I'll be 168lbs. That's 60 lbs away from my goal, but that's a LOT closer than being 170lbs away. So that's my goal. 10-15lbs per month.
I know that for the first month or so, I'll lose a lot faster, but I know it will slow down.
As I said, I have a lot of homework every day and I don't have time to post every day. I promise I'll post whenever I can, even if it's just a quick update, but if I'm gone for a few days, or even a week, just know that I'm still on. I'm going to do this.
Failure is no longer an option.
~Little Miss Imperfect
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