Week 1=Done :)

It's been exactly 1 week since I've posted and I have some positive updates to tell you all! (Can you tell I'm excited?) In 7 days, I've gone from 278lbs to...271lbs! I love losing a pound a day. :)

I did not however go raw. I couldn't, because my mother wouldn't buy food. She told me I could eat what's there and when it's gone she'll buy more. I'm not blaming her though, because we don't really have money to buy food. After taxes, we get around $250 each week, which isn't a whole lot. Especially when we both have cell phone bills, a cable bill, and an electric bill, not to mention we have to buy propane for hot water. I'm sure there are other things we need to buy, but I'm tired and don't want to think about it right now.

The first 3 days this week I pretty much maintained my weight, but then on day 4, I began Ana Boot Camp. Although I'm doing well, I'm already bored with it. (The farthest I've ever gotten to was 3 days.) I'm on day 4, which means I'm as far as I've ever been which for now is good enough for me.
I found someone who completed the ABC, she went from 153lbs to 91.4lbs. 61.6lbs in 50 days is amazing and life changing. Her username on WhyEat.net is anaxmyxpassion and here's the link:  http://www.whyeat.net/forum/threads/2416-Ana-Boot-Camp?highlight=boot+camp

I was friends with this girl, let's call her April, 2 years ago and I was jealous of her confidence, her style, and her thinness. I hadn't seen her in 2 years, but K, April, and I hung out yesterday for 5 hours. We went to the movies, the funky monkey, and a cafe. We snuck Pringles, 2 sugar free Red Bulls, and 1 Regular Red Bull into the movie. I had half of a Pringle and a sugar free Red Bull, K had a handful of Pringles, and a Red Bull, but April had nothing. At the cafe, we all got water, K and I got coffee(mine black, his with cream and sugar), and K ordered a plate of frys for us to share. April sipped her sugar free Red Bull and had 1 small fry that was more like half of a fry the whole hour we were there. When I asked her about it she said she didn't eat. Apparently at 8th grade graduation, some bitch told her she looked fat in her dress, so she stopped eating.Yesterday I could see her collar bone, and hip bones, she had a flat/slightly concave stomach and wore size 0/2 jeans(she's 5'9"!) When I hugged her, I could feel the bones on her back. I asked her if she had an eating disorder and she told me that for about a year she was bulimic, but wasn't anymore. I have no female friends, so I hope her and I will get closer, also K likes her. <3 I don't know though if I should tell her about my EDNOS and BED, and let her do whatever, or if I should try to help her eat. My guess is that she has anorexia or bulimia.

I don't know what to do!

She's sleeping over this weekend or next weekend though, so I think we'll be friends. I am so confused, ugh. :(

Well, enough of my ranting, this post is really long. If I can't find time to post during this week, I'll post this weekend.
Until next time, ~Little Miss Imperfect