WARNING: MENTIONS FOOD!
I have good and bad news. The bad news is when my mother found out I was fasting, she was completely against it. She almost force-fed me right there(Thank goodness she didn't!) When I told her I had only fasted for 4 days, she didn't believe me, we had a HUGE fight and are barely on speaking terms.
She called our family doctor(Call her Dr. H) who inconveniently had an opening for 11am today. When we got there, Dr. H weighed me, checked my blood pressure(118/76), and did other things. Dr. H told my mother that she had no reason to not believe me and that other than the fact that I'm obese, I'm perfectly healthy.
Dr. H advised me to stop my fast. Which I said I would(wasn't planning on it, just lying.)
On the drive back home, my mother stopped at Taco Bell, got one of those box things(1 taco, a gordita, and a burrito supreme!!!) and a large Pepsi for herself, and ordered a nacho Bel grande and a 7 layer burrito for me.
As soon as she got the food, she parked us in the parking lot and gave me my food. I was arguing the whole time. She knows that after stopping a fast you're supposed to slowly get back into food with vegetables and fruit, the doctor fricking told her even!
She told me to shut up and eat or she would take away my computer, cell phone, and not allow me to see B or K.
By then I was crying and she had already eaten her taco and was almost done with her burrito supreme. I took a bite of the 7 layer burrito and gagged as I swallowed. It didn't even taste good, it tasted like grease! She was glaring at me, so I finished the 7 layer quickly and asked if we could go home. She started driving us home, while eating her gordita. Then she told me to eat the nacho Bel grande. Normally I would get a supreme at most, but the grandes are huge! I ate about half of it and she finished the rest.
I feel like a failure. I feel even fatter then I am and I wish I could have done something to have prevented this. When I got home, I tried to purge, but then remembered I promised myself I was going to stop doing that. This is so stressful, however, I'm sure you want the good news?
The good news is just now even after I ate that grease, even though I'm on my period, and even though it's 10pm already, I weigh in at 263.4lbs. That means that I lost 12.6 lbs in just under 4 days! I don't even care that most of it is water weight! I'm just glad to be out of the 270's and so close to the 250's.
Now I have 10 days until my birthday and 17 days until school starts. 17 days to lose 4.4 lbs=EASY! I could even get lower than 259lbs. Hmm...
My new plan is to lose 8.4 lbs by the day before school starts. That would put me at 255 lbs, a weight I haven't been at since October 18, 2009! 8.4 lbs in 16 days is do-able.
I'm not going to fast for a while. It's too hard to fast when I have to work from 5:30am to 12pm Mon-Fri. I think that for a while, I'm going to do what Dr. H said. She told me that even if I ate 2,000 calories of healthy food each day, I'd still lose weight. Now don't get me wrong, I like Dr. H, but she doesn't know of my slow metabolic rate. She doesn't know that eating 2,000 calories a day would either make me sick or trigger me to binge. My plan is to have 900 calories of healthy food(fruit, veggies, fish, etc.) each day and up to 400 calories of healthy liquid each day. Meaning that if I ate and drank all of my calories, I would still be at 1,300 calories. Not very impressing, even to me, but whatever.
Healthy drinks are water, V8 Fusion Light, green tea, ice tea, coffee, smoothies, fruit juices, Propel, and low cal Gatorade.
Obviously no soda. It's been 184 days since I've had it. :) No bread-y things like bagels, toast, or rolls.
I'll post again tomorrow!
~Little Miss Imperfect
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Day 3 of The Great 13 Day Fast
3 days and 2 hours into The Great 13 Day Fast.
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the third 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I had 8.6 oz of V8 Fusion(-108 calories-), 16.9 oz of water, and 2 Green Tea fat Burner diet pills.
I am extremely exhausted, so I'm going to take a nap...
~Little Miss Imperfect
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the third 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I had 8.6 oz of V8 Fusion(-108 calories-), 16.9 oz of water, and 2 Green Tea fat Burner diet pills.
I am extremely exhausted, so I'm going to take a nap...
~Little Miss Imperfect
Friday, July 29, 2011
Day 2 of The Great 13 Day Fast
2 days into The Great 13 Day Fast.
WARNING:Contains one swear word. =]
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the second 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I didn't mess up, but I could have done better. I had 8 oz of grape juice(-140 calories-), 16.9 oz of water, and a Women's One-a-Day multivitamin.
I'm not sure if anyone is even reading this blog, but in case you care, I've decided to weigh myself on the 5th day of fasting, and on the day after the 13th day. Well, I weigh myself multiple times each day, but the 5th and the day after the 13th day will be my official weigh-ins. Meaning I post my weights here.
I have a problem.
On the 6th day of The Great 13 Day Fast, I'm going to visit my grandparents with my cousin and we're going to be doing vigorous activity on the 7th day. I don't know how long I'll be staying with them, but I should know in the next few days. I'm going to tell them a head of time that I'm not eating and that I would like them to not let me eat. I don't know how my g-parents will react, but I don't think my cousin gives a fuck.
(My same cousin from the B-day, Booze, Binge post.) I realized I never gave my cousin a name/letter. I'll call him K.
The activity we're doing on the 7th day involves a boat, and a tube thing(It's like a large circular object that is tied to the boat and pulled. You hold on to two handles for dear life as the boat goes faster and faster. My g-father likes to try and knock K and I off, so he goes really fast, or makes us go over waves, or flings us quickly to one side, or slows down. If he slows down, the tube thing goes almost all the way under water, with us still holding on, so our faces go under and it's really scary and hard to hold on.)
It's really fun, but we're doing it for 3 hours straight, only stopping for them toeat and to catch our breath. The thing I'm worried the most is about how hungry I'll be afterwards. Usually I'm absolutely ravenous!
I'm definitely going to bring sugar free gum, and a 6 pack of V8 Fusion(-50 to 120 calories each-) I'm really worried though. What if I eat or even worse, binge?!?!
I've attempted fasting at their house in the past, to no avail. My g-mother's cooking is amazing...
The good news however is that holding on to the "tube" is a killer workout! Your arm muscles are pulsing the whole time and are throbbing painfully by the end of an hour. If you slip a little, you have a few seconds to pull yourself up or your a goner. You try pulling up 260 something pounds quickly!
I don't want to go on and on forever, but I am extremely scared, worried, and panicked about fasting there.
I want to know that I can do this. I want to know that even when I'm starving and exhausted, I CAN resist temptation!
~Little Miss Imperfect
WARNING:Contains one swear word. =]
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the second 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I didn't mess up, but I could have done better. I had 8 oz of grape juice(-140 calories-), 16.9 oz of water, and a Women's One-a-Day multivitamin.
I'm not sure if anyone is even reading this blog, but in case you care, I've decided to weigh myself on the 5th day of fasting, and on the day after the 13th day. Well, I weigh myself multiple times each day, but the 5th and the day after the 13th day will be my official weigh-ins. Meaning I post my weights here.
I have a problem.
On the 6th day of The Great 13 Day Fast, I'm going to visit my grandparents with my cousin and we're going to be doing vigorous activity on the 7th day. I don't know how long I'll be staying with them, but I should know in the next few days. I'm going to tell them a head of time that I'm not eating and that I would like them to not let me eat. I don't know how my g-parents will react, but I don't think my cousin gives a fuck.
(My same cousin from the B-day, Booze, Binge post.) I realized I never gave my cousin a name/letter. I'll call him K.
The activity we're doing on the 7th day involves a boat, and a tube thing(It's like a large circular object that is tied to the boat and pulled. You hold on to two handles for dear life as the boat goes faster and faster. My g-father likes to try and knock K and I off, so he goes really fast, or makes us go over waves, or flings us quickly to one side, or slows down. If he slows down, the tube thing goes almost all the way under water, with us still holding on, so our faces go under and it's really scary and hard to hold on.)
It's really fun, but we're doing it for 3 hours straight, only stopping for them to
I'm definitely going to bring sugar free gum, and a 6 pack of V8 Fusion(-50 to 120 calories each-) I'm really worried though. What if I eat or even worse, binge?!?!
I've attempted fasting at their house in the past, to no avail. My g-mother's cooking is amazing...
The good news however is that holding on to the "tube" is a killer workout! Your arm muscles are pulsing the whole time and are throbbing painfully by the end of an hour. If you slip a little, you have a few seconds to pull yourself up or your a goner. You try pulling up 260 something pounds quickly!
I don't want to go on and on forever, but I am extremely scared, worried, and panicked about fasting there.
I want to know that I can do this. I want to know that even when I'm starving and exhausted, I CAN resist temptation!
~Little Miss Imperfect
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Day 1 of The Great 13 Day Fast
1 day and 5 hours into The Great 13 Day Fast.
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the first 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I am happy to report that I did well! I had 33.8 oz of water, a multivitamin, and that is it. :)
I began cleaning my room as well. I put all of my dirty clothes in the laundry room. threw away all garbage, recycled my recyclables, placed things I no longer used in the down stairs closet, and organized my video games/DVDs.
Currently, I am drinking my first bottle of water. (Note to self:Drink more water!!!!)
It has been an uninteresting day and I don't have anything more to say. Hey, that rhymes. Lol.
I'll post again tomorrow. I'll probably read Fanfiction for the next hour or two, and then watch True Blood.
~Little Miss Imperfect
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the first 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I am happy to report that I did well! I had 33.8 oz of water, a multivitamin, and that is it. :)
I began cleaning my room as well. I put all of my dirty clothes in the laundry room. threw away all garbage, recycled my recyclables, placed things I no longer used in the down stairs closet, and organized my video games/DVDs.
Currently, I am drinking my first bottle of water. (Note to self:Drink more water!!!!)
It has been an uninteresting day and I don't have anything more to say. Hey, that rhymes. Lol.
I'll post again tomorrow. I'll probably read Fanfiction for the next hour or two, and then watch True Blood.
~Little Miss Imperfect
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Birthday's, Booze, and a Binge
WARNING: May tempt some to binge. Food is mentioned A LOT! There may be some curse words...
I'm going to assume you all know what this post is going to be about, from reading my title, but I suppose I'll inform you all anyways. Yesterday was supposed to be the third day of my "3 day jump start fast", but it didn't go as planned.
When I woke up, my best friend(Let's call him B) was knocking on my bedroom door with Starbucks and coffee cake. He'd bought my favorite drink from there, a Java chip frappacino and the aforementioned coffee cake. I'd already finished my frap and had a bite of coffee cake by the time I remembered my fast.
I told B I had been fasting after I remembered, we shared a laugh, and then the guilt began to sink in.
I wish I would have just continued on with the fast right after that frap and single bite of coffee cake, but nooooooooooo. I feel stupid, but I won't lie, I was in binge mode. We finished the coffee cake and then went to his place and spent two hours watching America's Next Top Model.
In the seemingly short time of watching it, we had consumed almost a pot of coffee each, and half a strawberry cheese cake.
Then I got a phone call from my mother asking me where I was. I had forgotten it was my aunt's birthday. My mother picked me up and I spent $10 at Walmart on a card that plays music and some eyeliner(Both for my aunt.)
When she asked me if I'd eaten, I said no! I hate myself for saying no and I really wish I had said yes, but I was still in binge mode. She then asked me if I wanted Starbucks, or Mc Donalds. I of course being addicted to Starbucks, said Starbucks. I got another Java chip frap and 2 cake pops! Like wth was wrong with me????
After I finished my "breakfast", I had her pick up B, so he could come with us to my aunts party.
At the party B, my cousin, and I swam a lot, but we also ate a lot. There was so much food! I binged on chips, red grapes, and cheese the whole time I was there!
When night fell, everyone sang the happy birthday song, and then there was cake, ice cream filled cake with cream cheese frosting. After B, my cousin, and I finished our cake, we were kinda bored. We played some video games for a while, but we didn't really feel like it.
B suggested we steal something alcoholic from the fridge or ice chest.
My cousin agreed, so I did too. They grabbed a few Bud Lite from the ice chest and I took a bottle of red wine that someone had kindly already opened and placed in a metal bowl thing with ice.
We then went swimming and got drunker than we'd ever been. I think my cousin dared B to kiss me, but I can't remember if we kissed... Keep in mind, B is gay, so it wouldn't have really mattered, but still... B and I ended up crashing on the couch at my cousins place.
I'm sure you can see that yesterday and last night was crazy. I'm too lazy to fix my post, so I'll just say it now, we barbecued for dinner.
I'm to scared to even try and tally up all the calories, but I'm sure it's more than 3,000. Fraps, coffee cake, cake pops, strawberry cheese cake, coffee, chips, cheese, red grapes, barbecued ribs, ice cream cake with cream cheese frosting, Bud Lite, and red wine all in one day.
It's no surprise that I woke up at noon, with a hangover, did my business in the down stairs bathroom, stumbled up the stairs to my aunts bathroom, weighed myself, and started crying. I really don't want to write what my weight is right now, but I suppose I have too.
I was 269.2 lbs 3 days ago when I started this fast, I was 266.8 lbs 2 days ago after 1 day on my fast, and I'm 276 lbs now, the day after the gargantuan binge.
Do you know what this fucking means?
I went through 2 days of not eating for absolutely nothing. I hate myself so much right now.
I gained 9.2 lbs in one day! Water weight or not, this is NOT acceptable!!
There are 13 days until my birthday and 20 days until I start school again. Do you know what this means? I have 20 days to lose 17 lbs! It's possible, but gah! 20 days to get to 259 lbs.
My class mates haven't seen me at that weight. The lowest I've ever been at that school is 280 lbs. I figure 21 lbs should make a slight difference.
Do you know how I'm going to lose this lard? A 13 day fast. It started at 1pm(When I woke up.) and it will end at 1pm the day before my birthday.
Since this is a longer fast, ALL liquids are allowed. Well, almost all. No fraps. Fraps seem to always lead to a binge day for me.
I'm going to do this. I have no choice. It's do or die, because the truth is I am obese. I have a greater chance of having a heart attack, or contracting heart disease than healthy, normal weight people my age.
So now begins "The Great 13 Day Fast"! (I know it's not a very creative name, but I suck at making titles...)
~Little Miss Imperfect
I'm going to assume you all know what this post is going to be about, from reading my title, but I suppose I'll inform you all anyways. Yesterday was supposed to be the third day of my "3 day jump start fast", but it didn't go as planned.
When I woke up, my best friend(Let's call him B) was knocking on my bedroom door with Starbucks and coffee cake. He'd bought my favorite drink from there, a Java chip frappacino and the aforementioned coffee cake. I'd already finished my frap and had a bite of coffee cake by the time I remembered my fast.
I told B I had been fasting after I remembered, we shared a laugh, and then the guilt began to sink in.
I wish I would have just continued on with the fast right after that frap and single bite of coffee cake, but nooooooooooo. I feel stupid, but I won't lie, I was in binge mode. We finished the coffee cake and then went to his place and spent two hours watching America's Next Top Model.
In the seemingly short time of watching it, we had consumed almost a pot of coffee each, and half a strawberry cheese cake.
Then I got a phone call from my mother asking me where I was. I had forgotten it was my aunt's birthday. My mother picked me up and I spent $10 at Walmart on a card that plays music and some eyeliner(Both for my aunt.)
When she asked me if I'd eaten, I said no! I hate myself for saying no and I really wish I had said yes, but I was still in binge mode. She then asked me if I wanted Starbucks, or Mc Donalds. I of course being addicted to Starbucks, said Starbucks. I got another Java chip frap and 2 cake pops! Like wth was wrong with me????
After I finished my "breakfast", I had her pick up B, so he could come with us to my aunts party.
At the party B, my cousin, and I swam a lot, but we also ate a lot. There was so much food! I binged on chips, red grapes, and cheese the whole time I was there!
When night fell, everyone sang the happy birthday song, and then there was cake, ice cream filled cake with cream cheese frosting. After B, my cousin, and I finished our cake, we were kinda bored. We played some video games for a while, but we didn't really feel like it.
B suggested we steal something alcoholic from the fridge or ice chest.
My cousin agreed, so I did too. They grabbed a few Bud Lite from the ice chest and I took a bottle of red wine that someone had kindly already opened and placed in a metal bowl thing with ice.
We then went swimming and got drunker than we'd ever been. I think my cousin dared B to kiss me, but I can't remember if we kissed... Keep in mind, B is gay, so it wouldn't have really mattered, but still... B and I ended up crashing on the couch at my cousins place.
I'm sure you can see that yesterday and last night was crazy. I'm too lazy to fix my post, so I'll just say it now, we barbecued for dinner.
I'm to scared to even try and tally up all the calories, but I'm sure it's more than 3,000. Fraps, coffee cake, cake pops, strawberry cheese cake, coffee, chips, cheese, red grapes, barbecued ribs, ice cream cake with cream cheese frosting, Bud Lite, and red wine all in one day.
It's no surprise that I woke up at noon, with a hangover, did my business in the down stairs bathroom, stumbled up the stairs to my aunts bathroom, weighed myself, and started crying. I really don't want to write what my weight is right now, but I suppose I have too.
I was 269.2 lbs 3 days ago when I started this fast, I was 266.8 lbs 2 days ago after 1 day on my fast, and I'm 276 lbs now, the day after the gargantuan binge.
Do you know what this fucking means?
I went through 2 days of not eating for absolutely nothing. I hate myself so much right now.
I gained 9.2 lbs in one day! Water weight or not, this is NOT acceptable!!
There are 13 days until my birthday and 20 days until I start school again. Do you know what this means? I have 20 days to lose 17 lbs! It's possible, but gah! 20 days to get to 259 lbs.
My class mates haven't seen me at that weight. The lowest I've ever been at that school is 280 lbs. I figure 21 lbs should make a slight difference.
Do you know how I'm going to lose this lard? A 13 day fast. It started at 1pm(When I woke up.) and it will end at 1pm the day before my birthday.
Since this is a longer fast, ALL liquids are allowed. Well, almost all. No fraps. Fraps seem to always lead to a binge day for me.
I'm going to do this. I have no choice. It's do or die, because the truth is I am obese. I have a greater chance of having a heart attack, or contracting heart disease than healthy, normal weight people my age.
So now begins "The Great 13 Day Fast"! (I know it's not a very creative name, but I suck at making titles...)
~Little Miss Imperfect
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Day 2 of the 3 Day Jump Start Fast
31 hours and 45 minutes into my "3 day jump start fast."
Weight Lost on my "3 day jump start fast": 2.4 lbs
I've only been up for maybe an hour, so I have yet to let anything pass my lips. :)
Yesterday was fun, but so exhausting. My aunt got her nails done first and then went to the Cafe next store and when she came back, she had2 chicken quesadilla's with sour cream! For obvious reasons, I didn't touch mine, but she devoured that thing! I don't get it. If I would have eaten one bite of that I would have gained 5 lbs, but she inhales it and she's thin. >.< Okay, she's more like the heaviest you can be at a healthy weight, but still...
I like them.
When I arrived at my house after getting them done, my mother wasn't there and I didn't have my key or cell phone. I had to walk 2+ miles to find a pay phone to call my aunt and have her come back and get me. When she picked me up, she brought me to her house and I spent the rest of the day watching Tokyo Majin(-anime-) with my cousin.
Day 1 Food Intake:
2 servings of apple sauce-140/0
1 serving of fat free frozen yogurt-150/0
2 cups of fat free milk-172/0
1 multi vitamin-5/0
6 glasses of water-0/0
Total Calories/Fat: 467/0
Day 1 Exercise:
40 minutes of slow walking-200 calories?
Net Calories:267
Since I didn't get home until late, I didn't get a chance to clean my house, and I only got in 2 hours of work(My work is a 5 minute walk from my house and I have a key to get in.) I might clean my house today, but I'm exhausted.
Well I'm off to have my vitamin.
~Little Miss Imperfect
Weight Lost on my "3 day jump start fast": 2.4 lbs
I've only been up for maybe an hour, so I have yet to let anything pass my lips. :)
Yesterday was fun, but so exhausting. My aunt got her nails done first and then went to the Cafe next store and when she came back, she had
Wanna see what my nails look like?
When I arrived at my house after getting them done, my mother wasn't there and I didn't have my key or cell phone. I had to walk 2+ miles to find a pay phone to call my aunt and have her come back and get me. When she picked me up, she brought me to her house and I spent the rest of the day watching Tokyo Majin(-anime-) with my cousin.
Day 1 Food Intake:
2 servings of apple sauce-140/0
1 serving of fat free frozen yogurt-150/0
2 cups of fat free milk-172/0
1 multi vitamin-5/0
6 glasses of water-0/0
Total Calories/Fat: 467/0
Day 1 Exercise:
40 minutes of slow walking-200 calories?
Net Calories:267
Since I didn't get home until late, I didn't get a chance to clean my house, and I only got in 2 hours of work(My work is a 5 minute walk from my house and I have a key to get in.) I might clean my house today, but I'm exhausted.
Well I'm off to have my vitamin.
~Little Miss Imperfect
Monday, July 25, 2011
Day 1 of the 3 Day Jump Start Fast
9 hours and 57 minutes into my "3 day jump start fast."
I've had my multivitamin(-5 calories-) and I hate the taste... I only have 5 swallow able vitamins, so I'm saving them...
I'm leaving to get my nails done with my aunt at 10am-10:30am and am holding off on my breakfast. I figure that I'll have a serving of apple sauce(-70 calories-) for breakfast and bring a water bottle with me to the salon. We may get Starbucks, in which case I will order a grande skinny iced latte(-80 calories-) They're really good, and have 6 grams of protein, no fat, and only 10 grams of sugar.
I regrettably did not sleep last night. When I got in bed at 1am(Early, I know.) I just wasn't tired. I stayed up all night finishing re watching the first season of True Blood(ADDICTIVE!)
Now I AM tired and have a lot to do today. I'm getting my nails done, cleaning the whole up stairs of my house(bathroom, kitchen, my room, and the living room.) I'm probably going to do some house work and out door work for my aunt, so I can earn some extra cash, and then I may go to work for a few hours(my hours are adjustable.)
As my friend would say, I'm going to be a busy bee.
Lol.
I have 5 minutes to finish getting ready, so bye.
~Little Miss Imperfect
I've had my multivitamin(-5 calories-) and I hate the taste... I only have 5 swallow able vitamins, so I'm saving them...
I'm leaving to get my nails done with my aunt at 10am-10:30am and am holding off on my breakfast. I figure that I'll have a serving of apple sauce(-70 calories-) for breakfast and bring a water bottle with me to the salon. We may get Starbucks, in which case I will order a grande skinny iced latte(-80 calories-) They're really good, and have 6 grams of protein, no fat, and only 10 grams of sugar.
I regrettably did not sleep last night. When I got in bed at 1am(Early, I know.) I just wasn't tired. I stayed up all night finishing re watching the first season of True Blood(ADDICTIVE!)
Now I AM tired and have a lot to do today. I'm getting my nails done, cleaning the whole up stairs of my house(bathroom, kitchen, my room, and the living room.) I'm probably going to do some house work and out door work for my aunt, so I can earn some extra cash, and then I may go to work for a few hours(my hours are adjustable.)
As my friend would say, I'm going to be a busy bee.
Lol.
I have 5 minutes to finish getting ready, so bye.
~Little Miss Imperfect
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Let Me Introduce Myself
I am Little Miss Imperfect and if you happen to stumble upon this page, congratulations, you win 1 million dollars.
I'm kidding people!
Anyways, I am in no possible way a writer. I wish I were someone who's articulate writing skills drew the reader(That's you!) in, but I'm not. If you were looking for a blog that was well written, than I must apologize in advance. Sorry.
I am writing this blog to document my daily life and thoughts. Nearly everything I do is centered around me losing weight or the struggles I have with losing weight. I will admit that my attempts at weight loss are not usually healthy and that I have been diagnosed with EDNOS(Eating disorder not otherwise specified.)
I have been on so many diets in my 14 years of life, it's pathetic. I'll name a few: The cabbage soup diet, Weight Watchers, the 3 a day fruit diet, the 3 day diet, 0-2-4-6-8, 2-4-6-8, ABC(Ana Boot Camp), the candy diet, the coffee diet, the vegan diet, the vegetarian diet, The NO fat what-so-ever diet, the super oatmeal diet, the rainbow diet, the master cleanse, using various diet pills, the morning banana diet, fasting, and of course healthy eating/exercise.
(Please don't judge me for only being 14, I go to school and work just like the rest of you.)
I have 17 days until I turn 15 and 24 days until I start my sophomore year of high school. I figure I can easily lose 10.2 lbs by the time school starts.
How forgetful of me. I forgot to mention that I am fat and I don't mean I'm chubby or that I'm thin and have an anorexic outlook on myself. I at one time was morbidly obese! Currently I'm obese and hope to be overweight by March 31st. To be classified as overweight, I need to lose 63.5 lbs. Now to shamefully tell you my statistics.
H:5'9.5"
HW:291 lbs(Grotesque, I know.)
SW/CW:269.2lbs(Slightly less grotesque?)
GW1:259lbs-(By August 17th, 24 days from now.)
I'll be honest, losing 10.2 lbs in 24 days is not that difficult, for me anyways.
Ideally, I would like to have lost a total of 146 lbs by the first day of my junior year of high school, which is in about 1 year and 10 days, give or take a few days. Since I've lost 21.8 lbs, I need to lose 124.2 lbs more to reach my goal weight of 145 lbs in the allotted time. This is a big goal. I haven't been 145 lbs since 4th grade(I don't know how I became 215 lbs by 6th grade...)
I'm hoping this will work. I mean can you lose 5 years of fat in 1? I guess I'll have to wait to find out.
To jump start my weight loss, I'm going on a 3 day fast. This I can stick too. Water, V8 Fusion, ice, apple sauce, coffee, Sugar Free Red Bull, fat free frozen yogurt, vitamins, diet pills, Ice Tea(No Sugar!), and fat free milk are allowed. After the 3 day fast, there will be a 3 day transition period in which the above, fruit, and vegetables will be allowed.
To make this even more beneficial for myself, I will start using my new Olay facial scrub each night, before I go to bed(I have acne...I'm a teenager, it's normal!!! >.< !!!!) Also, I will start brushing my teeth and using mouth wash 2-5 times a day, instead of my once a day. Also, I will start using lotion to make my skin super soft(It's already soft, but I want silky smooth. Lol.)
With everything I'm doing, hopefully I look incredibly different by the time this is over.
I'm getting my nails done with my aunt tomorrow at 10am and she'll probably take me to lunch, or try to. I'm going to tell her the truth, I'm fasting. This shall be interesting.
~Little Miss Imperfect
I'm kidding people!
Anyways, I am in no possible way a writer. I wish I were someone who's articulate writing skills drew the reader(That's you!) in, but I'm not. If you were looking for a blog that was well written, than I must apologize in advance. Sorry.
I am writing this blog to document my daily life and thoughts. Nearly everything I do is centered around me losing weight or the struggles I have with losing weight. I will admit that my attempts at weight loss are not usually healthy and that I have been diagnosed with EDNOS(Eating disorder not otherwise specified.)
I have been on so many diets in my 14 years of life, it's pathetic. I'll name a few: The cabbage soup diet, Weight Watchers, the 3 a day fruit diet, the 3 day diet, 0-2-4-6-8, 2-4-6-8, ABC(Ana Boot Camp), the candy diet, the coffee diet, the vegan diet, the vegetarian diet, The NO fat what-so-ever diet, the super oatmeal diet, the rainbow diet, the master cleanse, using various diet pills, the morning banana diet, fasting, and of course healthy eating/exercise.
(Please don't judge me for only being 14, I go to school and work just like the rest of you.)
I have 17 days until I turn 15 and 24 days until I start my sophomore year of high school. I figure I can easily lose 10.2 lbs by the time school starts.
How forgetful of me. I forgot to mention that I am fat and I don't mean I'm chubby or that I'm thin and have an anorexic outlook on myself. I at one time was morbidly obese! Currently I'm obese and hope to be overweight by March 31st. To be classified as overweight, I need to lose 63.5 lbs. Now to shamefully tell you my statistics.
H:5'9.5"
HW:291 lbs(Grotesque, I know.)
SW/CW:269.2lbs(Slightly less grotesque?)
GW1:259lbs-(By August 17th, 24 days from now.)
I'll be honest, losing 10.2 lbs in 24 days is not that difficult, for me anyways.
Ideally, I would like to have lost a total of 146 lbs by the first day of my junior year of high school, which is in about 1 year and 10 days, give or take a few days. Since I've lost 21.8 lbs, I need to lose 124.2 lbs more to reach my goal weight of 145 lbs in the allotted time. This is a big goal. I haven't been 145 lbs since 4th grade(I don't know how I became 215 lbs by 6th grade...)
I'm hoping this will work. I mean can you lose 5 years of fat in 1? I guess I'll have to wait to find out.
To jump start my weight loss, I'm going on a 3 day fast. This I can stick too. Water, V8 Fusion, ice, apple sauce, coffee, Sugar Free Red Bull, fat free frozen yogurt, vitamins, diet pills, Ice Tea(No Sugar!), and fat free milk are allowed. After the 3 day fast, there will be a 3 day transition period in which the above, fruit, and vegetables will be allowed.
To make this even more beneficial for myself, I will start using my new Olay facial scrub each night, before I go to bed(I have acne...I'm a teenager, it's normal!!! >.< !!!!) Also, I will start brushing my teeth and using mouth wash 2-5 times a day, instead of my once a day. Also, I will start using lotion to make my skin super soft(It's already soft, but I want silky smooth. Lol.)
With everything I'm doing, hopefully I look incredibly different by the time this is over.
I'm getting my nails done with my aunt tomorrow at 10am and she'll probably take me to lunch, or try to. I'm going to tell her the truth, I'm fasting. This shall be interesting.
~Little Miss Imperfect
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