WARNING:Contains one swear word. =]
1pm yesterday to 1pm today was the second 24 hours of The Great 13 Day Fast. I didn't mess up, but I could have done better. I had 8 oz of grape juice(-140 calories-), 16.9 oz of water, and a Women's One-a-Day multivitamin.
I'm not sure if anyone is even reading this blog, but in case you care, I've decided to weigh myself on the 5th day of fasting, and on the day after the 13th day. Well, I weigh myself multiple times each day, but the 5th and the day after the 13th day will be my official weigh-ins. Meaning I post my weights here.
I have a problem.
On the 6th day of The Great 13 Day Fast, I'm going to visit my grandparents with my cousin and we're going to be doing vigorous activity on the 7th day. I don't know how long I'll be staying with them, but I should know in the next few days. I'm going to tell them a head of time that I'm not eating and that I would like them to not let me eat. I don't know how my g-parents will react, but I don't think my cousin gives a fuck.
(My same cousin from the B-day, Booze, Binge post.) I realized I never gave my cousin a name/letter. I'll call him K.
The activity we're doing on the 7th day involves a boat, and a tube thing(It's like a large circular object that is tied to the boat and pulled. You hold on to two handles for dear life as the boat goes faster and faster. My g-father likes to try and knock K and I off, so he goes really fast, or makes us go over waves, or flings us quickly to one side, or slows down. If he slows down, the tube thing goes almost all the way under water, with us still holding on, so our faces go under and it's really scary and hard to hold on.)
It's really fun, but we're doing it for 3 hours straight, only stopping for them to
I'm definitely going to bring sugar free gum, and a 6 pack of V8 Fusion(-50 to 120 calories each-) I'm really worried though. What if I eat or even worse, binge?!?!
I've attempted fasting at their house in the past, to no avail. My g-mother's cooking is amazing...
The good news however is that holding on to the "tube" is a killer workout! Your arm muscles are pulsing the whole time and are throbbing painfully by the end of an hour. If you slip a little, you have a few seconds to pull yourself up or your a goner. You try pulling up 260 something pounds quickly!
I don't want to go on and on forever, but I am extremely scared, worried, and panicked about fasting there.
I want to know that I can do this. I want to know that even when I'm starving and exhausted, I CAN resist temptation!
~Little Miss Imperfect
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